Oct 2008
- Oct 4
- fall
I seem to be running in this card a lot.
· Read more… - Oct 11
- at odd hours
It's a terrible thing, not being able to sleep. Tonight is the second night I've woken up around 2 a.m. in a semi-panic, not knowing where I was or how soon I had to get to work. And I don't know what's worse, the initial disorientation, or the coming to terms with hard reality.
· Read more… - Oct 13
- crux
I don't know if it's just the time of year. Maybe it's the waning sunlight, heralding my impending succumbing to seasonal affective disorder. Maybe September has never been a good month for me, and October is always about trying to figure out where I went wrong.
· Read more… - Oct 18
- reform vs revolution
It is 17 days until November 4th, which—one way or the other—is a day that promises to be epically historic. I predict that we will see record-high voter turn-out, that's for certain. And I won't say anything more than that. I can only hope for certain outcomes, but we all know where hoping has gotten me this year.
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- Oct 19
- the land of what will never be
Don't wish. Don't start.
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Wishing only wounds the heart. - Oct 19
- random walk through spacetime
I've been thinking a lot about the trajectory of my life lately. I haven't really come with any good answers, and I feel like I'm working against the ever-ticking clock for some reason. It seems like the only time I can really make definitive decisions is when I'm put on the spot. Otherwise I just end up ruminating endlessly over increasingly worn-down ideas without ever coming to a conclusion.
· Read more… - Oct 21
- negative convergence
For various irrational reasons, I'm feeling quite forlorn and abandoned. Such is life.
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