Jun 2003

Jun 1
Trail of Crumbs

None of this really matters, all happiness is effervescent. But some day I fear a player will be born.

· Read more…

Jun 2
Confounding Factors (with a Quick Primer on Psychoses)

The fine difference between an illusion and a hallucination. I need to get this shit out of my head, and I’m not talking about those damned voices.

· Read more…

Jun 4
Responding to Internal Stimuli

Seriously. The next time something like this happens, I need you to take a brick to my head. I mean it.

· Read more…

Jun 5
Voices in My Head

Bits and pieces of me keep passing out. Random quotes and song lyrics that happen to be very appropriate commentary on my life. And, once again, I need to take a break, but, once again, I am probably not going to.

· Read more…

Jun 6
Keeping Score

A good day after all.

· Read more…

Jun 7
Always Have a Plan (Simple Pleasures)

I need to reverse this paralysis, need to shake off this fear of the future.

· Read more…

Jun 9
Word Salad (This Bird Has Flown)

Little snippets of things that make little to no sense.

· Read more…

Jun 9
Whiplash (Do You Hear That Rubberband Snap?)

I, sir, am officially a sucker. P.T. Barnum would’ve loved me.

· Read more…

Jun 11
Jumping to Conclusions

Just don’t do it. To assume makes an ass out of u and me. (Yes I know that what I’ve written is incoherent and driveling. So be it.)

· Read more…

Jun 12
Despite It All, There Is Still Hope

Sure, I’m not dying, I just can’t think of anything better to do.

· Read more…

Jun 12
Kilroy Was Here

This is pretty much about nothing.

· Read more…

Jun 17
Outbound on the Edens

Obvious rantings of a lunatic. All I’m learning is how to be crazy.

· Read more…

Jun 18
OK, Maybe I Am Crazy

Yeah, it’s solipsistic and egotistical to ask, but “Why does this shit always happen to me?”

· Read more…

Jun 19
This is the Way the World Ends

Happiness continues to elude our hapless hero. Perhaps all I can really hope for is “Shantih, shantih, shantih.”

· Read more…

Jun 21
Forfeit

There is just nothing left to say.

· Read more…

Jun 22
Let's Pretend It Never Happened

Like they say, there’s no problem so big that you can’t run away from it.

· Read more…

Jun 22
Do the Right Thing

A rationalization.

· Read more…

Jun 22
Question

The sequela of a random phone call.

· Read more…

Jun 24
Back to the Open Sea

Sailing / Takes me away / To where I’ve always heard it could be / Just a dream and the wind to carry me / And soon I will be free

· Read more…

Jun 24
Just Pretending

Give me one more chance to make it real. (Heh. This entry isn’t what you think it is.)

· Read more…

Jun 26
Tangents (and Still Barely Even Touching Upon It)

This is crazy. This is crazy.

· Read more…

Jun 28
Summertime

Mind burp. Enough!

· Read more…

Jun 29
Where Art Thou, My Muse?

Longing desperately for some inspiration

· Read more…

Jun 30
On the Verge of Insanity

Ah. It feels so good to vent.

· Read more…

Jun 30
Desperation in Outline Form

Confession. Half-serious.

· Read more…