Apr 2002
- Apr 1
- I Don't Want to Feel This Way Forever
OK I give up! Someone untie me!
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- Done
Whatever.
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- Dead Weight
I keep holding myself down, for reasons I can’t even begin to fathom. Somehow I’ve got to get these chains off my ankle, shoot back up to the surface, and finally take a deep breath.
· Read more… - Apr 8
- Rise and Fall
I cannot take the sharp dives, the abrupt ascents
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send me reeling, my heart in my throat
thumping and rumbling, like there's something trapped in there
trying to break free
As gravity's iron grip yanks my body out of thin air again
I'm just hoping to black out
to float in the deep abyss of silent ignorance
knowing nothing and not caring
Slapped awake by the whipping wind
impending doom grows in my stomach - Apr 11
- Today
Because you can’t expect perfection to last for more than a moment. (Paraphrased from Tyler Durden from “Fight Club” by Chuck Pahlahniuk)
· Read more… - Apr 19
- Jam Fac Id (Just Do It)
Letting go.
· Read more… - Apr 19
- I'm a Survivor
I’m not gon’ give up/I’m not gon’ stop/I’m gon’ work harder
· Read more… - Apr 21
- Facing It
Don’t patronize me. Let me face the end with some vestige of honor.
· Read more… - Apr 24
- Chewing the Cud
Only two things you absolutely need to do: take a pulse, and threaten to do a DRE (digital rectal exam)
· Read more… - Apr 27
- Equilibrium
The sense of impending doom returneth.
· Read more… - Apr 28
- Self Pity at 2:30 a.m.
Don’t you love it when a woman talks as if you aren’t there? Story of my life.
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