Jan 2002

Jan 1
Glow

The last morning, the first morning
    light touches the sky
            glow
I dreamt the City burned like a star
shattered towers, ashen, fallen,
    against the bright yellow sky
            flying
the sentinel planes like vultures
midnight steel against the sodium light glow
(like all the lamplights in the world
had been melted and smeared
across the sky like a crayon)
            The sky ran like—mercury
                            tinged gold
the inside of an eye with light shining in it
        without the stain of flowing blood
The sky flowed like a swollen river
                gold fire
And that was that
    another year spent dreaming
maybe you die every time you close your eyes
are born every time you wake
        and the world ended in a dream
    I am left with only the flickering stars

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Jan 5
New Year, Shnew Year

Stress can be a real killer. I hate it! I hate it! I hate it!

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Jan 6
Slide

For every punch in the gut you take, sometimes they give you a lollipop. Doesn’t do much for the pain, but hey, you take what you get, right?

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Jan 9
An Excerpt from Dhalgren

Then sometimes you just have to appropriate a passage from someone else’s masterpiece because it all fits so well.

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Jan 10
It Wasn't That the World Changed…

More thoughts about Dhalgren and the nature of synchronicity.

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Jan 13
Break It Down Again

“Laziness” doesn’t seem quite descriptive enough. Neither does “atypical depression.” What the hell is this monkey sitting on my shoulder?

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Jan 16
Addiction (For Love of a Stump)

Acrotomophiliacs. Are endorphins even more addicting than heroin?

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Jan 16
Snowfall

Everything is a map to me. Snow makes me feel like I’ve been transported to another world.

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Jan 19
Existential Crisis • Episode 6

A meditation. Thinking of things that should not be thought of at this particular hour.

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Jan 23
What Day Is It?

Randomness percolating in my brain.

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Jan 24
You Call This A Blog?

“Procrastination is like masturbation. It’s fun until you realize you’re only screwing yourself.”

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Jan 25
Commando

Caveat: Zippers really chafe.

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Jan 27
Med School Ruined My Life

My sense of normalcy has been completely destroyed.

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