tags: love
2000
October
- 2000 Oct 8
- Logical Extension of All the Madness
I have finally found a use for this pen. Of course, I'm not sure if I want to keep writing on paper if I really put up that website. I suppose this will then be reserved for all the deep problems that I do not want to expose to the world.
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2001
April
- 2001 Apr 4
- Pfft… Just Like That
Money, love, family, and the Simpsons.
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September
- 2001 Sep 10
- Shape of My Heart
Dropping Bombs. Hit men haven’t gotten time for love anyway.
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2003
May
- 2003 May 22
- My Life Is Whack
That’s right, folks. Tear your hair out along with me.
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August
- 2003 Aug 4
- Dream Big Dreams
It’s sad some of the things that life can beat out of you.
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2006
August
- 2006 Aug 15
- running away at first sight
The real reason I grew confused and insane is that I realized that I still like someone else a lot, and there wasn’t a damn thing I could do about it. (And this is probably unwise and stupid to post here, but I really don’t care anymore. I’m like a tagger with a spraypaint can, leaving “Kilroy was here” all over the place, like a dog pissing on trees. If you can figure out who I am, and who I’m talking about, well, good for you, it doesn’t change a goddamn thing.)
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November
- 2006 Nov 11
- random walk
The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy also talks about love. It says, “Avoid if at all possible.”
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2008
April
- 2008 Apr 3
- random quotes gleaned from the web
Twitter is an exercise in simulating Brownian motion in a network. It's kind of like the example of the drunkard trying to find his way from the bar by choosing a random direction at each intersection he crosses. Or, technically, I guess, it's a random walk on a graph, where instead of merely choosing cardinal directions, you could just as easily choose walking through a tunnel, down a diagonal, or up a freeway on-ramp.
· Read more… - 2008 Apr 12
- answers
In that moment, as I leaned on the railing and watched them all dancing, the unasked questions buoyed my heart, lifted it up with the tide, and I smiled, knowing for that one moment the answer.
· Read more… - 2008 Apr 25
- how i hate the night (reprise)
Now the world has gone to bed,
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Darkness won't engulf my head,
I can see by infrared,
How I hate the night.
Now I lay me down to sleep,
Try to count electric sheep,
Sweet dream wishes you can keep,
How I hate the night.
May
- 2008 May 13
- brain on fire
OK, so maybe it was a little counter-productive to only sleep for four hours last night. I felt compelled to finish my blog entry, even though the ending of it was probably too rushed, and a little forced. So it wasn't until 2 a.m. that I finally surrendered and went to bed. Unfortunately, I had to wake up at 6 a.m. today. (It's going to be even worse tomorrow.)
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June
- 2008 Jun 18
- love
Mark 12:28-31, New Revised Standard Version
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- confundor, exfundendus
Non certior ubi omnes illi inceperunt. Fuisset ubi ea et meus laboramus pariter, ante omnes res quid ea subire. Pro nonscitarum rationalibus, ea meum accrediderat.
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- i'll follow you into the dark
This song, which recaptured my imagination a few months back, popped back into my head today.
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- happy ending
Even this late out into the game, I find myself still hoping for a reprieve from a life devoid of tender companionship, a life destined to loneliness and continued struggle.
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2012
January
- 2012 Jan 24
- love and duty
A lot of stories pit love against duty, making them completely antithetical to each other, because we live in a culture that says you should never do something you don't want to. But, just from observation, sometimes love truly arises from duty, and a sense of duty can be kindled by love, and eventually you can't tell which comes first, and which arises from the other.
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2015
January
- 2015 Jan 8
- I've been thinking about forever
I'm not going to say that there weren't a few rough patches or sleepless, existential-angst-fraught nights in 2014, but even then, I have to say, it might have very well been the best year of my life. Hopefully only so far. It's only a little more than a week in, but 2015 has started off well. Here's to hoping the rest of 2015 being just as good or even better! *makes hand gestures to ward away misfortune*
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