Nov 2014
- Nov 6
- cleaning up a little
Deleted a bunch of spambot comments. It's interesting which posts they've been hammering.
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- time traveling
"This weekend left me thinking about the nature of courage: To stay in the fight, even without any hope of winning, and let yourself be destroyed ingloriously? Or to look at the darkness with both eyes wide open, and realize, it's time to let go, there's no point in hanging on and tearing the whole thing down with me? Each to their own, I guess."
· Read more… - Nov 17
- Love and Luck
I love you so much
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And the more I know you
The longer I know you
The more I love you
The more I learn about you
The more I love you - Nov 20
- it's always darkest before the dawn
Hyperbolically speaking, it does seem like things have a tendency to end up working out for me once I've lost all hope #LetItGo
· Read more… - Nov 22
- equilibrium
Only in silence the word
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only in dark the light,
only in dying life:
bright the hawk's flight
on the empty sky
—Ursula K. Le Guin The Wizard of Earthsea - Nov 22
- feelings of inadequacy
Everything that happened had to have happened, because I wasn't enough. Some lessons are hard and painful, but live and learn.
· Read more… - Nov 23
- rewind
It has been more than 14 years since I started writing down my thoughts and posting them. It has only really been in the last year or so that I've chanced to look back and trawl through the vast tracts of ephemera and melodrama. And it occurs to me that I only write here when I am sad and anguished. I rarely write when I am happy and joyful, or if I do, usually it's tempered by melancholy. So these blog posts provide a skewed picture. (Although I haven't really chronicled the grimmest moments, either.)
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