Aug 2000

Aug 5
Futility

Quote out of context:

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Aug 7
Dreaming of Poetry

OK, this every other day thing kind of stinks. I really have to do this every day. There's a lot of shit going through my mind, enough for me to get lost in, so I've got to make it a point to sort it out.

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Aug 7
Anniversary of the Atomic Bomb

OK, back to Hiroshima. It's somewhat ironic that the U.S. is the only country that has actually used a nuclear bomb on somebody. This is seriously a grave atrocity. I wonder why we decided to use it against civilians? If anything, we ought to have nuked the Emperor [or Tojo]. I guess the elite really [do] protect the elite, [war or no war].

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Aug 8
Foaming Logorrhea

I have been seized by a rather sensational verbosity, suffering from foaming logorrhea.

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Aug 9
Deliramentum

style of persecution
inveigh against [disintegration]
isolation
deliver me from temptation
unto the final destination
what patience, consecration, incantation,
complication, with honesty and humility and humiliation
this is my sentence

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Aug 9
Eldest Child

So I dreamt about going ice skating with N last night. Or this morning, seeing as I didn't go to sleep until 5 a.m. There are too many [sane-appearing, completely insane] people here. My madness had no outlet.

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Aug 15
A Whole Week Missing

You've got to be shitting me… a whole week!?!? Missing?

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Aug 22
Weird Shit Floating around in My Mind

I've got to do better than this, at least fifteen minutes a day, maybe.

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Aug 25
Red Fragments

Rubeus fragmentum. Inconstans.
      I am dripping like raindrops
  Dreams:
      begotten by the stars, perhaps
      rising like a welling spring

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Aug 26
Tableau

J + A — urgent conversation

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Aug 26
Secret

To know what is futile and what is not.

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Aug 26
Required Coursework for Life

What should be required coursework for life:

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