tags: misery

2001

January

2001 Jan 17
Trembling

Holy mother of God! Why am I trembling? Something like joy courses through my veins, but the tears are waiting to fall. Will it be like this for the rest of my waking hours, to stand still, lost in a fog of indecision, while happiness is something that happens to other people?

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2002

April

2002 Apr 19
Jam Fac Id (Just Do It)

Letting go.

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2003

January

2003 Jan 13
Serenity Now!

Oh yes. I am a bitter, resentful bastard.

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February

2003 Feb 7
The Last Days of the Republic

Et tu, Brute? Et tu?

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2003 Feb 15
The Art of Not Wanting: The Saga Continues

Fuck this shit.

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March

2003 Mar 19
How to Deal with Evil (Intern Rule

Sorry. No current treatment available. Everything I say is only palliative.

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2006

May

2006 May 23
zero sum

I don’t know. Maybe I just like misery. Lest my last post mislead you, nothing terrible is happening right now. It’s just this feeling of evanescence that is haunting me. I’m too content these days, and I worry that there’s something horrific awaiting me in the days to come.

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