tags: many worlds interpretation

2001

February

2001 Feb 12
Non-linear and Unpredictable

Why I must force life to be linear and predictable, I do not know, but it is surely the root cause of much of my unhappiness. It is unfortunate that it is easier to be miserable than to be content, but like I'm implying, life really isn't all that linear.

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2003

May

2003 May 7
I'm Not the One Who's Crazy!

Schizophrenia. Maybe I do need to be on medication.

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2007

May

2007 May 6
mika “any other world”

In any other world
you could tell the difference
and let it all unfurl
into broken remnants.
Smile like you mean it
and let yourself let go.

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2007 May 8
holding on to a thin strand of hope

I suppose if that’s all the medications accomplish, I’m still getting somewhere. For the first time in a long, long time, I actually believe that there’s a good chance that my life will get better. I’m actually looking forward to the future.

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June

2007 Jun 12
the middle part

(inspired by a comment to a blog post by someone whom I’ve been blog-stalking on MySpace)

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July

2007 Jul 13
nerd dreams

I swear. Who dreams of particle accelerators?

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2010

July

2010 Jul 27
low quality dreams

I've been disappointed at the dearth of dreams I've been having since I watched "Inception". There are only two that I remember. The first one was fairly vague. All I remember is trying to hijack a Final Fantasy-style airship. The second one involved me and my ex from high school in an alternate timeline where we never broke up and we were supposed to go to a wedding that I first assumed was in Las Vegas, given all the casinos and hotels, and the fact that it was the middle of the desert. The only thing that was totally off was the fact that this dream city had a port, and I remember thinking in my dream "When did Las Vegas get a port?" The dream involved searching for a particular book in all of this dream city's bookstores. Yeah, not very exciting.

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2011

March

2011 Mar 4
how do you know we're not in a simulation?

I just came back from watching "The Adjustment Bureau" and was sufficiently entertained. It did have its slow parts, and the trailers did set me up to expect something subtly different, but I still liked it.

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2014

August

2014 Aug 5
Hope is the Only Thing That Will Get Me Through This

This is no way to live: always fearing the future
Hope is the only thing that will get me through this
unfounded faith better than drifting unmoored
on the uneasy sea where nightmares dwell in the depths
        and still I drift

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