tags: insanity
2000
July
- 2000 Jul 9
- A Wonderful Fucking Day (The Conundrum of Living on a Razor's Edge)
Oh shit, can you tell I am having a wonderful fucking day?
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- My Soul is Screaming
My soul is screaming.
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2001
June
- 2001 Jun 11
- Rearticulation (or Disarticulation?)
No, what I mean to say is… that’s not what I meant, not what I meant at all….
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2002
March
- 2002 Mar 4
- Razor Thin Edge
Not to be melodramatic or pessimistic, but I wonder if it could happen. If one day all of the sudden, I might just finally snap and have to be carted off to the loony bin.
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June
- 2002 Jun 19
- Transience
On the road again. Err. In the air again?
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2003
January
- 2003 Jan 13
- Serenity Now!
Oh yes. I am a bitter, resentful bastard.
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May
- 2003 May 7
- I'm Not the One Who's Crazy!
Schizophrenia. Maybe I do need to be on medication.
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June
- 2003 Jun 1
- Trail of Crumbs
None of this really matters, all happiness is effervescent. But some day I fear a player will be born.
· Read more… - 2003 Jun 18
- OK, Maybe I Am Crazy
Yeah, it’s solipsistic and egotistical to ask, but “Why does this shit always happen to me?”
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2006
April
- 2006 Apr 21
- meaning (and the lack thereof)
So I should know better than to write when I am intoxicated, but I don’t know, I’m overcome once again by this sense of numbness. What does any of this matter?
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November
- 2006 Nov 10
- like a thief in the night
It’s 4 a.m. and I’m heading up to L.A.
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2009
December
- 2009 Dec 31
- fallow
Truth be told, I'm just trying to figure out something to write before this year and this decade come to a close. The last time I logged into this blog, it was still the height of summer, although fire season was at hand. It's easy to lose track of time in this land of no seasons. In Southern California, not very many leaves turn color in the fall, and the first snow falls only on the mountain tops.
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