tags: procrastination
2001
April
- 2001 Apr 24
- Killing Time
I am still on edge, just waiting for catastrophe. What's wrong with me? I really should cut back on the caffeine… damn physiological dependency….
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September
- 2001 Sep 2
- Freeciv
Study break: half an hour of Freeciv. Half an hour. Sure
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- On the Edge of Ruin (How The Simpsons Made Me Cry)
I mutter about philosophy and spirituality while the chasm yawns beneath me.
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2002
January
- 2002 Jan 24
- You Call This A Blog?
“Procrastination is like masturbation. It’s fun until you realize you’re only screwing yourself.”
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2003
August
- 2003 Aug 18
- divine intervention
Procrastination is like masturbation. It’s a lot of fun until you realize you’re only screwing yourself. Someone needs to save me from myself. Seriously.
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2004
May
- 2004 May 30
- hope (or the lack thereof)
"Hope!?" X spluttered, anger and confusion mingled. "Don't tell me about hope!"
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2006
June
- 2006 Jun 11
- meditation on inadequacy
I find it interesting that my mind is unable to remodel the emotional trajectory of my life through at least the last 10-15 years. I remember being someone who was a perfectionist, inordinably hard on myself, always thinking that I was a failure, that I wasn’t good enough, that I wasn’t smart enough, that I’d never succeed. I recognize that a lot of this was in response to a mother who was excruciatingly demanding, who couldn’t stand things being done in any other way than her own, and who would just do things for me instead letting me do things my own way.
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2007
May
- 2007 May 15
- there is clearly something wrong with me
Man, that was an incredible waste. Three hours down the drain just to get a stupid RSS widget to work in MySpace. I wish that Myspace would just let me crosspost to their blog engine, but noooo.
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2010
June
- 2010 Jun 24
- exhausted
I'm going to see how feasible it is to write a blog post on an iPad with my contacts off. The screen is probably only about three inches from the tip of my nose, and I have to do it with only one eye open because there's such a big difference in the power of my left eye versus the right.
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