tags: lunacy
2001
May
- 2001 May 31
- Chicago, Los Angeles, San Diego, Sacramento, Boston, New York City
Everywhere at once.
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2002
February
- 2002 Feb 18
- Nuked!
Always make backups.
· Read more… - 2002 Feb 19
- The Man from Wales (¡Viva Las Vegas!)
Is it because I was conceived in Las Vegas? The place has become something of a touchstone.
· Read more… - 2002 Feb 20
- Endless Madness
Who wants to be an artist? I do.
· Read more… - 2002 Feb 21
- A Casserole of Trivial Thoughts
Random crap floating around in my brain
· Read more… - 2002 Feb 25
- The Cruelest Month?
“You’ve got to get yourself together. You’ve got stuck in a moment and now you can’t get out of it.”
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- For Want of a Filipino Restaurant
Activism in all shapes and forms. Remembering history is definitely one of them.
· Read more… - 2002 Feb 27
- Clinical Significance?
The vicissitudes and vagaries of world history, from the perspective of a prospective forensic pathologist. (OK, probably not. I really don’t like dead people, much less cutting them up.)
· Read more… - 2002 Feb 28
- Outside My Jurisdiction
A wise man once said: “Fuggedaboudit”
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March
- 2002 Mar 1
- And Yet, I Am Surprised
I don’t know. Maybe I’m just an idiot.
· Read more… - 2002 Mar 4
- Whirling (Regretting Regret)
“I would like a place I could call my own/Have a conversation on the telephone/Wake up every day it would be a start/I would not complain of my wounded heart.”
· Read more… - 2002 Mar 4
- Razor Thin Edge
Not to be melodramatic or pessimistic, but I wonder if it could happen. If one day all of the sudden, I might just finally snap and have to be carted off to the loony bin.
· Read more… - 2002 Mar 7
- Play It Off
“Reality continues to ruin my life” — Calvin from “Calvin and Hobbes”
· Read more… - 2002 Mar 7
- Over
I can’t go on doing the same things, retracing the old worn out patterns. Something has to change. There’s no other way around it.
· Read more… - 2002 Mar 10
- Blabbermouth
I can’t keep secrets.
· Read more… - 2002 Mar 12
- Drive
“Whatever tomorrow brings, I’ll be there, with open arms and open eyes….”
· Read more… - 2002 Mar 12
- Can't Sleep… Clowns Will Eat Me
Oh God, what have I done? Or more exactly, what did I fail to do?
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- 2002 Mar 14
- Oh God
As a priest once told me, people always mistake faith with certainty.
· Read more… - 2002 Mar 19
- Still Why
What are dreams anyway?
· Read more… - 2002 Mar 20
- Coming Soon?: Itim na Lawin Nabagsak
So the Americans want to come back for a rematch. There are fewer things more deadly than a guy running amok. Let’s hope the Philippines isn’t the first to taste W’s new policy about nuking countries he doesn’t like.
· Read more… - 2002 Mar 23
- Acute Distress
Don’t give up? Please don’t patronize me.
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- Head On
Madness. Endless madness.
· Read more… - 2002 Mar 27
- And There You Are
That which fails to kill you only delays the inevitable.
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April
- 2002 Apr 1
- I Don't Want to Feel This Way Forever
OK I give up! Someone untie me!
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- Done
Whatever.
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- Dead Weight
I keep holding myself down, for reasons I can’t even begin to fathom. Somehow I’ve got to get these chains off my ankle, shoot back up to the surface, and finally take a deep breath.
· Read more… - 2002 Apr 8
- Rise and Fall
I cannot take the sharp dives, the abrupt ascents
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send me reeling, my heart in my throat
thumping and rumbling, like there's something trapped in there
trying to break free
As gravity's iron grip yanks my body out of thin air again
I'm just hoping to black out
to float in the deep abyss of silent ignorance
knowing nothing and not caring
Slapped awake by the whipping wind
impending doom grows in my stomach - 2002 Apr 11
- Today
Because you can’t expect perfection to last for more than a moment. (Paraphrased from Tyler Durden from “Fight Club” by Chuck Pahlahniuk)
· Read more… - 2002 Apr 19
- Jam Fac Id (Just Do It)
Letting go.
· Read more… - 2002 Apr 19
- I'm a Survivor
I’m not gon’ give up/I’m not gon’ stop/I’m gon’ work harder
· Read more… - 2002 Apr 21
- Facing It
Don’t patronize me. Let me face the end with some vestige of honor.
· Read more… - 2002 Apr 24
- Chewing the Cud
Only two things you absolutely need to do: take a pulse, and threaten to do a DRE (digital rectal exam)
· Read more… - 2002 Apr 27
- Equilibrium
The sense of impending doom returneth.
· Read more… - 2002 Apr 28
- Self Pity at 2:30 a.m.
Don’t you love it when a woman talks as if you aren’t there? Story of my life.
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May
- 2002 May 1
- Mayday, Mayday
A disjointed meditation at 3 a.m.
· Read more… - 2002 May 7
- Assholes
I’m not talking about the digital rectal exam here.
· Read more… - 2002 May 17
- Vigil
Here’s where the story ends.
· Read more… - 2002 May 18
- but now what?
I know I was supposed to learn something from this, but I can’t for the life of me figure out exactly what.
· Read more… - 2002 May 21
- Wishful Thinking
Destined for the bit bucket
· Read more… - 2002 May 21
- Everything is Funny…
…when it isn’t happening to you.
· Read more… - 2002 May 22
- Colorblind
I am a mutant.
· Read more… - 2002 May 23
- Pre-emptive Strike
I’m sorry. I couldn’t even try. I’m oh-so-very tired.
· Read more… - 2002 May 25
- There Is No Problem…
…so big you can’t run away from it.
· Read more… - 2002 May 27
- eschaton
Time runs out.
· Read more… - 2002 May 28
- resurfacing
A gasp of air.
· Read more… - 2002 May 29
- The Tranquility of the Damned
Final countdown beginning. Prepare for liftoff.
· Read more… - 2002 May 30
- Mission Accomplished
Target destroyed.
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June
- 2002 Jun 13
- Change
Everything happens so quickly.
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2003
June
- 2003 Jun 17
- Outbound on the Edens
Obvious rantings of a lunatic. All I’m learning is how to be crazy.
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