tags: heavenly caress
2002
October
- 2002 Oct 27
- Altered Mental Status
You know who you are. If only I had the strength to pull the arrow out of my heart.
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December
- 2002 Dec 8
- Post
“Are you postal today?” the on-call resident asked the post-call resident. No, I suppose none of this is really coherent at all.
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2003
January
- 2003 Jan 18
- The Drunken Blog
I am so very tired of this shit, and yet, for some reason, I can’t stay away. I am so doomed.
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February
- 2003 Feb 2
- Winter
We spend quite a bit of our lives just waiting. Oh well.
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- Vast Uncharted Expanse
Down the road that I dared not go.
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March
- 2003 Mar 16
- I Will Never Understand
It is impossible to change someone if they don’t want to change. How tragic.
· Read more… - 2003 Mar 16
- Assessment: Acute Confusional State - Resolved
You just told me he was the most horrible person you know. You’re getting back together with him. Makes perfect sense to me.
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June
- 2003 Jun 5
- Voices in My Head
Bits and pieces of me keep passing out. Random quotes and song lyrics that happen to be very appropriate commentary on my life. And, once again, I need to take a break, but, once again, I am probably not going to.
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- Word Salad (This Bird Has Flown)
Little snippets of things that make little to no sense.
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- Back to the Open Sea
Sailing / Takes me away / To where I’ve always heard it could be / Just a dream and the wind to carry me / And soon I will be free
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September
- 2003 Sep 25
- insomnia
One of the symptoms of major depressive disorder. Despite the fact that things are going OK, I still can’t seem to pick myself off from the ground.
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October
- 2003 Oct 23
- everything must change
Nothing ever stays the same.
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December
- 2003 Dec 18
- getting my kicks on route 66
I am currently in Amarillo, TX. I actually chose this hotel I'm at precisely because they have in-room Internet access. How geeky is that.
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2005
March
- 2005 Mar 3
- red shifting galaxies
I came home today all-of-the-sudden completely fried. I'm working in yet another different place, and once again went through the rigors of the First Day™ The day went surprisingly, swimmingly well (as they say.) But as soon as I got home, I crashed on the couch and curled up into a fetal position.
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September
- 2005 Sep 23
- chi-town revisited
so to be honest, I decided to come out here because of a girl. now M can't say I've never come out to visit.
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2006
February
- 2006 Feb 17
- interim
I don't understand it. My brain is, I think, locking up on me. Or I'm just getting old or something. It's terrible.
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September
- 2006 Sep 4
- perpetually courting disaster
The idea was that I was actually going to sleep early today, but somehow that failed to happen. I’m going to try yet again to wake up in time for work, although I’m not all that hopeful.
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2007
September
- 2007 Sep 5
- no desire
why this dream now,
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disinterring the past
I thought I had buried it deep
buried it well - 2007 Sep 29
- julia roberts already made that movie
I feel like a lot of loose ends are being tied up in my life lately. I don’t know whether to be relieved, or to be sad. Or whether to be wary of the future. Every time life comes to one of these pauses, one of these lacunae, it seems that everything goes to shit.
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