tags: existential crisis
2000
July
- 2000 Jul 9
- A Wonderful Fucking Day (The Conundrum of Living on a Razor's Edge)
Oh shit, can you tell I am having a wonderful fucking day?
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August
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- 2000 Aug 8
- Foaming Logorrhea
I have been seized by a rather sensational verbosity, suffering from foaming logorrhea.
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- Weird Shit Floating around in My Mind
I've got to do better than this, at least fifteen minutes a day, maybe.
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October
- 2000 Oct 8
- Logical Extension of All the Madness
I have finally found a use for this pen. Of course, I'm not sure if I want to keep writing on paper if I really put up that website. I suppose this will then be reserved for all the deep problems that I do not want to expose to the world.
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2001
February
- 2001 Feb 27
- Crushed
I redecorated. Whatcha think? Mardi Gras. Unmotivated. Fate wins.
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2002
January
- 2002 Jan 19
- Existential Crisis • Episode 6
A meditation. Thinking of things that should not be thought of at this particular hour.
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March
- 2002 Mar 7
- Over
I can’t go on doing the same things, retracing the old worn out patterns. Something has to change. There’s no other way around it.
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2003
January
- 2003 Jan 9
- Long December
…and there’s reason to believe maybe this year will be better than the last.
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March
- 2003 Mar 4
- Snow
Navel gazing as the storm broods outside my doorstep.
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- Short Takes: Music, Decisions
A couple of brain burps.
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September
- 2003 Sep 13
- 27 - Part II
After 25, it’s all down-hill. Still don’t know where I’m going to end up, though. The event horizon known as the big 3-0 looms ahead. And sometimes I get the feeling that all the important decisions have already been made. It’s just a matter of riding it all out.
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2009
February
- 2009 Feb 19
- is there a word for that?
I've long suspected that I may have seasonal affective disorder. Despite living in Southern California, and despite the fact that currently, it's 75°F outside and sunny, the critical factor has always been the number of hours of sunlight. So my mood always ebbs when Standard Time comes by, reaching its nadir around the winter solstice, then picking up again when Daylight Saving Time starts up. Rainy days (like the last few) make things worse. Unseasonably warm and sunny days like today make things better, but don't fix things completely.
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