tags: melodrama
1992
July
- 1992 Jul 3
- Soliloquy
The twilight creeps upon my heart.
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A veil is draped upon my brow.
As all my hopes and dreams depart.
All happiness is lost from here.
And what remains? A single tear.
2000
July
- 2000 Jul 5
- Trying to Fight Fate
I know what everyone else wants, but I can never figure it out for yself. Typical melodrama of course, but you've got to add some spice to life. Too early to give any useful details away anyway. Got to find a proper way of exposition.
· Read more… - 2000 Jul 21
- Ludicrously Sunny Morning
I feel so subnormal. Abnormal I could handle, but this is a realization that I am not fit to live this life, that I cannot fight, don't even wish to fight, and I'm just waiting for oblivion to swallow my head. More melodramatic bullshit. I don't feel like I can handle a crisis right now. I'm not strong enough to rebuild the walls, not deal with people. Goddamn, why can't I deal with people? This is easily the source of all my problems. I get all achy, shivery, dying. What do I do with people?
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2002
April
- 2002 Apr 1
- I Don't Want to Feel This Way Forever
OK I give up! Someone untie me!
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July
- 2002 Jul 2
- Singularity
More melodrama.
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December
- 2002 Dec 21
- The Longest Night
And all the world’s weight is on my back and I don’t even know why.
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2003
July
- 2003 Jul 3
- Fatal Exception Error (Shut It Down! Shut It Down!)
At some point I may require some Haldol.
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- Full Moon Tonight
Contemplation in the darkness. I can’t get to sleep.
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