tags: downward spiral

2003

July

2003 Jul 3
Fatal Exception Error (Shut It Down! Shut It Down!)

At some point I may require some Haldol.

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October

2003 Oct 26
vigil

Again, what is it that I want?

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2007

May

2007 May 17
crossing my fingers

The last time my sister graduated, I was seriously in love with S. While in the back of my head I suppose I always knew it wasn’t going to work, I had been doing a good job ignoring that particular fact. Naturally, when I got back to Chicago, everything went to hell, and I went into a patented downward spiral.

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2008

January

2008 Jan 31
night

The roar of traffic, the murmur and thrum of the crowd
and the mournful winter wind, scouring the desert sand
and the inside of my soul is silent and still
like a raging river flash-frozen in mid-torrent
and eons have passed, the axis of the earth precesses, and still there is no thaw.

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