tags: surrender
2000
July
- 2000 Jul 12
- Gray Morning
It is interesting that N has adopted (independently [of me]) a fatalistic flip side to my theory: Nothing is real until it is shared. While I would emphasize the fragile
· Read more…transcience1 transience of creative thought and the need to commit things to paper if direct communication is not available, she would declare that bad things wouldn't happen if you didn't mention them. It isn't just a simple aversion to ill-speaking, but rather, like I said, a type of fatalismm: if you imagine a bad thing, and share it, it can't help but come true…
2003
July
- 2003 Jul 24
- Damn It All to Hell
And even though I’ve raised the white flag and cried uncle, I am still getting beaten down.
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2008
September
- 2008 Sep 21
- the last day of summer always feels so cold
It's been 8 years since this song was released by The Cure. I remember that the first time I heard it, I felt that it captured perfectly my despair from that moment my heart shattered 13 years ago.
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