tags: morning dew
2014
May
- 2014 May 28
- inaccurate rationalizations
Actually, I probably don't need to blame other people's emotionally traumatic experiences for my own pathological avoidant behavior. I've got plenty of emotionally traumatic experiences of my own.
· Read more… - 2014 May 29
- message in a bottle
And I thought Bruno Mars was ripping off the Police. Check this out.
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June
- 2014 Jun 8
- i really should know better by now
My standard excuse is that I wouldn't know what love is if it bit me in the ass, but after all this time and heartbreak, that's not really true. Although I suppose it's not really about recognizing love, but about recognizing that spark that has the potentiality of becoming… something more.
· Read more… - 2014 Jun 15
- everything happens for a reason but sometimes that reason is i'm stupid and make poor decisions
Who am I kidding? I know what I did wrong
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but my errors are mostly sins of omission rather than commission
chief of which was not answering the call of need, or the call of love, even, perhaps
and snuffing out the embers before they might catch
for unfounded fears of catastrophic firestorms and searing tragedy
July
- 2014 Jul 1
- dreaming of morning dew on rose petals
April was the cruelest month
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long buried memories disinterred
like a knife wound to the chest
bittersweetness, chances unfulfilled
time lost to sorrow and despair
and yet there was no chance
time transforms chance to inevitability
all hope is lost
Yet I remain - 2014 Jul 29
- summer waning
The end of days
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of summer waning
(the wheel turns and turns)
hoping for all manner of impossible things
hanging suspended at 30,000 feet in the sky
and chasing the fleeting sunlight