tags: longing

2006

August

2006 Aug 8
opening a random box of memories

It’s the little things that I remember with the greatest poignancy, most of them existing only in my mind. She would likely be shocked and disturbed by things running through my crazed brain.

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November

2006 Nov 13
traipsing around north county

And the way I feel tonight
I could die and I wouldn’t mind
And there’s something going on inside
Makes you want to feel makes you want to try
Makes you want to blow the stars from the sky

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2007

April

2007 Apr 13
no beats. no rhymes. just words.

There is a song in here somewhere
caught in the convolutions of my heart
the tortuous paths, the cliffdrops, the lonely summits
the bitter abysses, this vast desert of ruin
This wasteland of decay

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August

2007 Aug 28
i am seriously dying

I just wanted to say that there is a beautiful girl sitting across the room from me and it just reminds me how fucking hopeless I am. Hahaha.

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September

2007 Sep 5
no desire

why this dream now,
disinterring the past
I thought I had buried it deep
buried it well

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2015

October

2015 Oct 27
Perfect Soundtrack for Eternal Longing

It just occurs to me now that Adele would've been the perfect soundtrack for my life from late September 1995 up until very late September 2014.

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