tags: indecision

2000

August

2000 Aug 22
Weird Shit Floating around in My Mind

I've got to do better than this, at least fifteen minutes a day, maybe.

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2008

April

2008 Apr 13
self-doubt

For some reason, old songs I haven't thought of for a while suddenly sprang forth from my memory.

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July

2008 Jul 13
and yet another change

Trying to decide on a Rails-based blog engine/CMS. I wish permalinks were easier to customize

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2009

February

2009 Feb 28
retrospect

In these silent moments, I wander my thoughts
the wrack and ruin of the years gone by
the tumult and the despair
the small victories, the trifling triumphs
in all this havoc, I marvel at
how Time consumes possibility
like a ravening beast, it rends apart Chance
rasping the meat off its bones,
reveling in blood and spent breath
and inevitability is what it excretes
Fate is the spoor of Time

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2011

December

2011 Dec 24
keeping the melancholy away with bright, bright lights

So I'm sitting here procrastinating over the millions of things I'm supposed to get done. Apparently I'm hosting my sister's birthday and my parents' anniversary party at my house on Tuesday, and the inside of my house still looks tore up, almost like I had left all the windows and doors open that day the winds blasted up to 80 mph. Basically boxes and papers all over the place. This is a direct consequence of the fact that I'm a single guy living in a three bedroom house, and I simply don't know how to sanely manage all this space.

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