tags: ever-ticking clock
2006
May
- 2006 May 14
- an even more perfect sunrise
So, yeah, I clearly have my issues with regards to how things in the past have (and, more relevant) have not gone. I mean, we’re talking a good eight or nine years now of what-never-was and what-cannot-be, and I really can’t think about these things without getting disordered. Er, more disordered than I already am.
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2007
April
- 2007 Apr 30
- “sometime” is “never”
I saw it for a second
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caught glancingly in the corner of my eye
The four walls that enclose time
The four walls closing in
Behind the wheel
I pondered singularities
accepted my singularity
how you can be certain about certain things
though all of time is yet uncertain
This is my life
ending by hours, minutes, and seconds
this damnable ever-ticking clock
counting down through these years of loneliness
my fate, my doom
a curse upon my soul
unbroken, unbreakable
2008
May
- 2008 May 6
- get this right
I don't know. Maybe S. is right. Maybe the last 3 years 10 months have finally caught up to me.
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- bizarre stimuli
How did this all begin? That's probably too much to figure out in one night, particularly one where I'm at work. I'll just pick at a single thread in the tapestry. Eventually it'll all unravel.
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October
- 2008 Oct 19
- random walk through spacetime
I've been thinking a lot about the trajectory of my life lately. I haven't really come with any good answers, and I feel like I'm working against the ever-ticking clock for some reason. It seems like the only time I can really make definitive decisions is when I'm put on the spot. Otherwise I just end up ruminating endlessly over increasingly worn-down ideas without ever coming to a conclusion.
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