tags: deliberately cryptic

2002

February

2002 Feb 5

Shoulda, Coulda

Existential crisis #7

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2003

May

2003 May 7

I'm Not the One Who's Crazy!

Schizophrenia. Maybe I do need to be on medication.

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2003 May 17

Curiouser and Curiouser

I am Alice in fucking Wonderland right now. It’s only a matter of time until the shit hits the fan and the Jabberwock comes chomping on my ass.

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2003 May 20

Game Over

And yet: Insert Coin to Continue. Damn.

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2003 May 24

Movie Night

In tribute to Virginia Madsen.

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2008

June

2008 Jun 19

so transient

Truth be told, I am hoping for something terrible yet wondrous. Awful, joyful things.

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2012

October

2012 Oct 9

crypticism

Is this a harbinger, or a precursor? Would she have saved me, if I had somehow threaded my way through fate? Or it's just the chemicals, the neurotransmitters diffusing through my brain. Maybe this is just the way they all justify the emptiness.

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2015

February

2015 Feb 18

better late than never

Everything worth having, everything worth experiencing has a price. When all is said and done, it really isn't much at all, just a small trifle.

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September

2015 Sep 22

Feeling Irritable

It would have been nice to have been the obvious choice, not just the least worst option.

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2016

January

2016 Jan 4

Reminiscing

Realizing how happy I am these days, and also how my cares and worries have evolved, I can't help but think back to the times when I was single and mired in desolation.

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