tags: anhedonia

2003

September

2003 Sep 24

i think there's something wrong with me

Any moment of triumph crumbles quickly into despair. This may very well kill me some day.

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2006

May

2006 May 12

diffusion

I’ve thought once or twice about how pretentious it is to quote yourself, but I like these paragraphs I wrote a few years back:

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December

2006 Dec 31

Meh

I don’t know if it’s just the anhedonia, or if things have just become increasingly meaningless lately. So it’s 2007, and the new year doesn’t really feel all that new.

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2008

January

2008 Jan 1

passion (and the lack thereof)

I suppose that dull, drear apathy is preferable to suicidal depression, but I keep thinking that there's definitely something missing from my life. The apathy, I'm sure, is merely a symptom, and not the thing itself. (And I guess I've become some sort of expert about what things aren't, although I'm still pretty sucky at telling what things are.)

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