in complete disarray
I guess I need to start entertaining the possibility that I may very well be going insane.
I can’t say that I’ve never experienced this before, although the moments are few and far between. I can’t exactly pinpoint the last time I’ve actually felt like this.
What seems to be happening is that I am fluctuating between complete and utter desolation and totally bewildering mania.
One moment I just want to lie in bed until I rot. The next moment I’m pacing my room like a psychopath, with all sorts of crazy thoughts swirling through my addled brain.
Fun times.