tags: revelation

1997

October

1997 Oct 8
The Tentacles of God

The rain trickles down; drizzle patters against the asphalt and the concrete

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2008

May

2008 May 16
small revelation

I have been concentrating very hard on the Art of Not Wanting, and despite all my effort, my brain is still wrapped around a lot of crazy and insane ideas that are completely out of my control. My stomach gurgles with the sound of reflux, and I get bouts of epigastric abdominal pain. I can't sleep very well. My eating habits have become even more unhealthy than before, which I didn't think was possible.

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June

2008 Jun 14
there are no happy endings, because nothing really ever ends

I don't remember the last time I wept tears of joy. Tonight—even though I have 16 days left—I felt that, at the last, it was truly, finally, over.

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