tags: angel wings
2014
September
- 2014 Sep 24
- recursion
My heart is heavy in a certain way.
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- panning for gold
Every day that I survive is a small victory.
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December
- 2014 Dec 11
- tincture of time
still thinking back to those lonely nights
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lying in bed by myself, staring at the shadows
listening to the still silence - 2014 Dec 12
- simple
do you miss those days when I strove to win your heart
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with awkward attempts at making bold gestures?
screwing up all my courage to ask you out
to walk around these city streets
teeming with crowds
but I only had eyes for you
the whole world could've been empty for all I cared - 2014 Dec 16
- stay with me / I won't back down (reprise)
While Sam Smith has figured prominently in my personal internal soundtrack this year ("Latch", "[Good Thing][1]", his cover of Whitney Houston's "How Will I Know?", etc.), other than the generalized vibe of unrequited love, I didn't really feel any direct personal emotional associations with "Stay with Me" (this despite the fact that I included it on a few playlists, although it has since acquired indirect personal emotional associations….)
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2015
February
- 2015 Feb 18
- better late than never
Everything worth having, everything worth experiencing has a price. When all is said and done, it really isn't much at all, just a small trifle.
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- the road
when all is said and done, you cannot belong to me because souls cannot own one another
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but with our free will, we can choose to walk down this road together
hand in hand and heart to heart
to build the rest of our lives together in whatever time we’re given
2016
January
- 2016 Jan 4
- Reminiscing
Realizing how happy I am these days, and also how my cares and worries have evolved, I can't help but think back to the times when I was single and mired in desolation.
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- Fear of Starting
Worried that if I start, then I won't finish
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all these loose wayward threads
I am still shuffling, still scavenging
untying knots and burning frayed ends