tags: med-peds
2005
October
- 2005 Oct 12
- voiceless
so it seems that I have lost my voice. I woke up this morning and didn't realize that I didn't have one until I went to buy coffee. Huh. I guess that's what is unique about living alone (this is the first time I've ever done it) I can go for nearly three hours without having to utter a word to anyone. Even in the household where I hated one of my roommates, this wasn't really possible.
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December
- 2005 Dec 18
- dying days
burnt out, trampled, bruised and scratched up
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tattered and shredded into bits
was it dark purpose, cruel design
as the daylight waned
and darkness usurped the land
that I was made against my will
to face the dying and the dead
made to be Charon rowing the rickety boat
across that lifeless river
2006
March
- 2006 Mar 19
- music and the oddest memories
Bizarrely, as I’m trying to sew closed a gaping wound across a toe, MTV plays the following songs:
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August
- 2006 Aug 9
- ephemerality of happiness
My closest friends always admonish me that I think way too much, which is most certainly true. If I had the knack for shutting off my brain at least partially, I would probably enjoy life a whole hell of a lot more. Unfortunately, when I give it a try, it seems like my brain shuts off completely, and a lot of untoward and sometimes disastrous things tend to happen.
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2007
October
- 2007 Oct 29
- flashback: the unit
Love is watching someone die.
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