tags: lost

2000

July

2000 Jul 14
Escaping

Well, I am escaping, really. I know this is true because the treacly, molasses-like, sappy feelings in my heart are still stirring. I cannot put her out of my mind (I do not want to put her out of my mind) and I marvel at AB's fortitude, given that he has much more going for him… (what I would give for a sligh fraction of such hope) and still he is sure, he will not turn back on his path. I, with much less hope, am willing, still unsure why I must walk this road, this road likely to lead to my damnation, if I cannot hold it in.

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2003

February

2003 Feb 16
Remixed Suburbs

I don't really remember when I dreamt this, but I will write it down now before I forget it.

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2006

August

2006 Aug 12
weddings and funerals

One of my cousins whom I grew up with just got married today, and I remember sort of zoning out, thinking about the possibility of someday getting married, which I find utterly ridiculous since I’m not in a relationship.

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2008

December

2008 Dec 29
the open sea

Surprisingly, there have been moments where I realize that being lost at sea isn't necessarily the most terrible thing in the world.

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