memories for Oct 15

I’m writing this to say
In a gentle way
Thank you—but no
I will live my life as I
Will undoubtedly die—alone

Nothing like a nice sunset to snap me out of a terrible mood.

2005

I have completely pissed away an evening roaming through blogs and xangas. The sun is coming out, and man, do I feel pathetic.

This lifestyle is not conducive to my mental health.

...an elephant is faithful, 100 percent.

OK, the fact that I am still awake almost guarantees that I will be unable to wake up at the proper hour tomorrow, but I can't get to sleep.

I didn’t come up with it myself.