so sick
Maybe I just need to get into a rhythm. Usually I look forward to the summertime, never mind that I rarely get time off anyway. But I just feel, I dunno, bleh.
It’s only been a week since I was working a fucked up schedule, and that’s historically been how long it takes me to get back to “normal” (whatever that might mean, especially in my case.)
I’ve realized that having July 4th on Wednesday really sucks. Even when you’re working a relatively normal work week, you won’t get a long weekend. It’s just this random day off in the middle of the week, making it even harder to get into a decent rhythm.
Oh, man. I can’t bear to look at the big picture right now. It’s just day-to-day, hour-to-hour. Can’t I just watch music videos all day and let my brain rot?
Just one last cryptic thing, though: Skies the limit, my peeps. The road is wide open.