I just don’t know anymore.

January is pretty much over.

(I hear Mos Def utter the following words: “A lot of things have changed. A lot of things have not.”)

Where have I been? Where am I going? Am I doing well?

I’ve sworn off blogging before, only to come crawling back like a whipped cur.

I don’t know what to say, only that I’m looking for some sort of change. What sort of change? Who can say? Like they say about pornography, “I’ll know it when I see it.”