starlight (continually redshifted)
gonna buy me a spaceship
powered by dark energy
take me to the outermost reaches
forever chasing infinity
losing myself in improbabilities
a googol light years out and still
caught in this gravity well, unmoved, unmoving
all the eons wasted in regret
and she sang to me once upon a distant dream
I wondered at the sweetness of her voice
though I lay still, tied down and unmoving
a doomed fly on a spider’s web
confounded by the looping weave of time and chance
do I remember, or do I dream?
do I hope or pray or deceive myself
and is anything I think of even real?
Lying beside her, less than a finger’s breadth apart I swear
fast accelerating, the gap
becoming a yawning chasm
my breath escapes into the merciless vacuum
igniting galaxies and superclusters in between
spawning light, and the flickering shadows that follow
and mesmerized as I raced towards infinity
and time’s arrow pointing to entropy
dark energy don’t fail me now