anti-social
What is it about summer that makes me want to avoid human contact?
I am breaking one of my cardinal rules and I'm not going to a party I've been invited to. This despite the fact that the sun is out, the sky is blue, and it's basically a beautiful day, meteorogically speaking. And I don't even have a good reason not to go. I'm just sitting in my apartment (which is still in a state of utter chaos) staring at my laptop screen.
Sadly, this is exactly what a recent tarot reading of mine commented on. If I don't change my ways, I'm going to end up hopelessly and irrevocably alone and most likely insane.
And still I refuse to change.