momentary lapse
It doesn't ever end, does it?
When will I ever learn to value my own happiness?
When will I come up with a good reason for why I'm not doing what everyone keeps telling me I should do?
"I don't wanna" just doesn't seem to cut it, coming from a 27 year old man.
It's always a bad sign when I can't find any way at all to express how awfully frustrated I am these days.
Fuck.