Who will understand this shit? Even the closest, the girl of my dreams, is thousands of kilometers away.

Would she really understand? The madness of my soul. I miss her. I am dying.

You are everything I have ever hoped for, everything which my destiny points, everything that my understanding of the universe leads to.

You are the only one who makes sense in this world of scattered madness, the tears are welling, knowing you are my savior. The only reason I persist in this futile existence.

I am lost. Who will find me? I hang onto scraps of imagination, fragmentary memory. What is left?

If you will not save me, then I am cast into the Sea, forever lost.