tags: sorrow

2006

August

2006 Aug 14
can't stop the blogging

I guess I’m addicted. I told myself that I would stop blogging, that all I’ve been spewing is angst, guilt-ridden, self-pitying, depressing, angst, and no one wants to hear it.

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2006 Aug 14
hopeless

I feel so fucking hopeless.

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2006 Aug 15
ten trillion ideas

I feel like I’m completely losing my mind. There are like ten trillion ideas whizzing around my brain. This can’t be good for me.

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2006 Aug 16
attack of the past ten years

What sucks is that I can’t do this vacation thing at all. I can’t fucking relax. It’s like all of the sudden all the thoughts and feelings I’ve been avoiding for the past ten years or so have come out to attack me.

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September

2006 Sep 22
always crashing

I was happy for about 15 minutes when for some reason the dark clouds of despair overcame me, leaving me a little pissed off, and very bitter.

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2007

January

2007 Jan 27
why

I find myself asking this question right now, and it’s tearing the already tattered remnants of my soul to microscopic shreds:

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