Not to be melodramatic or pessimistic, but I wonder if it could happen. If one day all of the sudden, I might just finally snap and have to be carted off to the loony bin.

Space.

Schizophrenia. Maybe I do need to be on medication.

Sometimes I try to do things and it just doesn't work out the way I wanted to.
I get real frustrated and I try hard to do it and I take my time and it doesn't work out the way I wanted to.
It's like I concentrate real hard and it doesn't work out
Everything I do and everything I try never turns out
It's like I need time to figure these things out