i think there's something wrong with me
So, yeah, I’ve been kind of out of it all day. I can’t seem to concentrate. I feel like I’m pushing against an unseen force, like I’m swimming in molasses in something.
I worry that I may have brained my damage or something.
It’s probably just the fact that I stayed up past midnight again last night for no good reason, and then woke up in the middle of the night and couldn’t sleep because I was hearing noises. I even got up to turn on all the lights in the house because I swear there was something inside with me.
So maybe it’s just a couple shitty nights of sleeplessness and nothing more, and not an impending stroke. (Please don’t let those be famous last words.)